Friday, January 31, 2025

The Best of the Best or The Dullest of the Dull

The typical person is more risk averse than opportunity hungry. Jordan Peterson.

In 2005, when my Mum was 73, we walked up the Kaslo Lake trail to the comfortable Kokanee Glacier Hut on the shore of Kaslo Lake at an altitude of about 2000 metres. The trail, which is about 9 or 10 kilometres long starts down at Gibson Lake at an altitude of about 1560 metres and wanders up through switchbacks, some steep scree and boulder patches, and eventually some lovely alpine flower filled meadows to Kokanee Pass where it trends gradually downhill past a series of small lakes and tarns to Kaslo Lake. We stayed in the hut for two nights, walking to Sapphire Lakes and Glory Basin on the second day. While Mum rested at the cabin after each days walk, I’d head out and sprint up one of the surrounding ridges before returning to have afternoon tea with Mum who I had left sitting comfortably in the cabin with a book and some snacks.


Skiers on Kalso Lake in Winter


My Mum loved the alpine country of Canada and was, on this trip, made much of by the other hikers in the hut because they could not believe that my Mum, 50 years their senior, had walked in to the cabin carrying her own gear in a backpack on her back. I’m not cruel, I carried most of the load and my Mum carried just her usual day pack. But, Mum was still over 70 and had a number of years earlier had a laminectomy and spinal fusion due to vertebral collapse secondary to osteoporosis. And, she has bad osteoporosis, her spine has literally crumbled.


Sapphire Lakes area in winter


Five years later, in 2010, Doug and I had a week climbing in the Melville Group in the Selkirk Mountains of BC, with a rag-tag bunch of other climbers (I was the sole female). Half of us flew directly to a camp by a glacial lake at the base of the Houston Glacier while the other half were dropped off at a place colloquially known as Noranda Flats (the site of some old mining exploration) an alpine area at the head of Butters Creek and just below Pequod Pass. The second half of our group traversed from Noranda Flats to our Houston Lake camp via the Pequod Glacier after a couple of days climbing peaks accessible from Noranda Flats.


Climbing Mount Ahab out of Noranda Flats, PC: DB


This entailed crossing the Pequod Glacier which we had actually done the year before as Doug, myself and another climbing buddy had spent a week climbing out of Noranda Flats in 2009. The Pequod Glacier is a hideously crevassed and steep glacier that descends sharply from 9,000 feet to 7,000 feet in under a kilometre. Navigating it is no easy feat and involves crossing dodgy snow-bridges and weaving around bottomless crevasses while carrying full backpacks with food, camping and climbing gear. The Noranda Flats party was made up of three guys, including 76 year old Bert, who, a day or two after crossing the Pequod Glacier led the rock pitches (Ewbank 14) up Escalade Peak, which itself was the day after a grand slam day climbing Redburn, White Jacket, Proteus and Harpoon (yes, four peaks).


Climbing Harpoon, PC: DB

But what is the point of both of these stories, well, they are pretty average, ordinary stories. I wrote both of the Melville climbing trips up for Bivouac.com. The first, from 2009, got three recommendations, the second, from 2010, got one. The trip with my Mum to the Kaslo Lake hut was too ordinary to write up anywhere, so the only way I know what year it was is because it is in our personal trip database. I’ve got some photos, and some scant memories of the climbing, but not even much memory of the exact climbing routes as I climbed to the summits of hundreds of mountains when I lived in Canada. The stories are – to be honest – mediocre. And there’s nothing wrong with that. For most of us, our lives are a series of mediocre interludes interspersed with the average life events that happen to all of us. I’ve even written a piece in praise of mediocrity.


Doug on one of our new routes, PC: H.Mutch


What I don’t understand about mediocrity is why it interests anyone? A friend sent me a video the other day of some bloke in a too big hat on a ALL CAPITALS – SOLO REMOTE BIKE AND HIKE. It’s a 30 plus minute video which I didn’t watch because it’s boring and mediocre, and, if that’s not enough, the REMOTE place is a couple of hours easy walk from the parking lot. I think it’s great that this bloke in the big hat loves where he lives and goes out into nature, but I’m inspired by radical stuff not mediocrity. I’ve got a truck load of my own mediocrity.


One of Hamish's routes, PC: DB

Sometimes I wonder if it is the end stage of DEI where we celebrate diversity and identity and downplay actually trying hard and being good at something. Which is not to say you have to be anything other than mediocre because 99% of us are mediocre, but I sure would like to see society elevate the best of the best rather than the dullest of the dull.

Thursday, January 16, 2025

Grace

Give sorrow words; the grief that does not speak knits up the o-er wrought heart and bids it break. William Shakespeare.

I walked along the MunjipTrack this morning. It was windy and storm clouds were scudding across the horizon, but, out on the Tollgate Islands, a beam of bright sunlight shone down upon the wave strewn ocean, a message, to even to the most pragmatic and least spiritual among us, that hope always returns to human hearts.





Some people have words for the year, some mantras to keep going in dark and difficult times; when loss comes, as it does to all humans, I think about what that one person taught me across their life. Grace is a hard word to define and means so many things to so many different people. Grace is the ability to sit with who we are in stillness and silence without the need to distract ourselves from dark moments or equally joyful moments. Grace allows us to forgive ourselves, but more importantly others as we each conceive of ourselves as centres of the universe whilst in reality we are so many small and transient creatures spinning around glued by gravity to this strange and beautiful blue green planet beneath a twinkling night sky.

Go with grace.

Thursday, January 9, 2025

The Significance of Ten

I don’t know that ten really means anything except as a base for the decimal system, but there’s something compelling about things that come in ten. On the tenth of January, I took the kayak down to the beach – empty thanks to the steady rain – and paddled south to practice some surf landings. Ten surf landings, of course. On my first run into the beach, I thought the swell is too small to count, but as I sat in the whitewater zone looking for a break to paddle back out, I saw that the waves were over my head and so qualify as “surf to 1.0 metre.”





It has been tough training for an assessment alone. I have no-one to run scenarios or act as a crash test dummie for rescues, so I’ve been doing my best running scenarios in my head and working on my own paddle skills. On January 5th, half of ten, Doug and I went paddling, just paddling, out to North Head into a northerly wind and then the sprint to come back catching runners. I caught lots of runners. It’s the tenth of January and I’ve got eight days to go – providing the conditions cooperate.